Heart-Tortured, Madam Knelt in Front of Mr. Fu's Tombstone to Repent

[Abuse article + secret love + scapegoat + marriage first, love later] My wife personally declares: Yanchu, I know how you feel at this time. I lied to you, but I don't regret it. Only in this way can you survive. Please forgive me for being mean. We met when we were eight years old. I saw the darkest moment in your life. At that time, you were like a seed taking root and sprouting in my heart. On the day I returned to China at the age of sixteen, I heard your name on the phone. I showed up at your school with a nervous and apprehensive mood, fearing that you would remember me and fearing that you would forget me. Seeing you with your heart and eyes full of another boy, I knew I was on the outs. I have also been jealous and dark, but I don't want to hurt you. It is the happiest thing for me to get you married with my own hands. I only hope that you can be healthy and happy. God did not fulfill people's wishes, Gu Huaizhi died, and Ji Xia also died. I knew I might lose you, and I used despicable means to let Liang Kangle tamper with your memory. If hatred can keep you alive, I am willing to become the murderer. I know that there will be a day when you regain your memory, Yanchu... I beg you to live, not for anyone, but for yourself. I don't need you to pay for anyone, this is all my own choice, no need to feel guilty. If you are sad, I will be heartbroken. It doesn't matter if you don't love me. No one in this world has to fall in love with anyone. My love, everything I do has nothing to do with you, please don't feel guilty and blame yourself. I hope my beloved girl can enjoy freedom as much as she wants. You are too tired and carry too much. Husband: Fu Sinian