Through the perspective of a female consultant at a plastic surgery hospital, this article describes what she sees, hears, and thinks in her work and life, and the process of gradually getting out of the anxiety and dilemma caused by her original family and failed marriage, achieving the transformation and improvement of her self-awareness, and finally regaining her confidence and enthusiasm for life. The article analyzes and discusses the anxiety about women's appearance and body shape that society is currently concerned about, and hopes that readers can have a deeper thinking and understanding of the traditional topic of truth, goodness and beauty.