The Pain of a Substitute: Falling into the Trap of Old Love

For three years, he always regarded her as the shadow of his childhood sweetheart. When the truth came to light, she chose to end the relationship, left the villa where they once lived together, and started a new relationship. He knew that her leaving was the punishment he deserved, but he couldn't accept this reality. He wrote in his diary: "If I could turn back time, I would love you and cherish you with all my life, but there are no ifs in this world, there is only me who cannot forgive myself."