His marriage to her was not a vow of eternal love, a life-or-death love. She was just someone he was using to get angry with the woman he loved most. She was scolded for four years, ignored by her husband for four years, and endured a lot of cold looks and contempt. Even so, she never felt that her life was miserable. It wasn't until that woman broke into her life that she understood what despair was, what it meant to be heartbroken, and to feel that life was worse than death.