[Also known as “White-Hair, Stay Away from Me, You Scare Me” and “Can a Socially Anxious Person Like Me Find Love?”] [Social anxiety + growing protagonist + one heroine + embracing one’s true self + redemption + sweet at first, then heartbreaking]
If you had to choose between “you could die at any moment” and “becoming a normal person, but definitely dying a year from now,” which would you choose?
Xia Qifan chose the latter.
He had been plagued by illness and misfortune since childhood. Things that came easily to others were impossibly difficult for him.
He was sick of people looking at him like he was a monster. He wanted to be ordinary, to live an ordinary life, and to be seen as ordinary.
“Given a year, what could become of someone who’s afraid to do anything?”
At first: “This shy boy who blushes so easily is adorable.”
Five days later: “He’s got some nerve, but he’s still just my little toy.”
A week later: “It’s only holding hands. It’s no big deal.”
A few weeks later: “He seems to be getting bold. I’m not sure I can handle him anymore.”
A month later: “He’s picking on me… It hurts… I have to hold it in. I can’t cry…”
A few months later: “He’s mine, mine! You can’t take him from me!”
Six months later: “I’ll be good, I promise. Please don’t leave…”
A year later: “Don’t go. I’m begging you…”
(The protagonist starts out rather weak, but is exceptionally introspective and grows quickly. Includes a corruption arc.)
As for the character of the protagonist, he is indeed a bit cowardly and too socially fearful in the early stages. It may be said that he cannot satisfy most people's feelings of pleasure, but the protagonist has a dark plot, and many characters in the book have a dark plot. If you can accept it, feel free to enter the trap. If you have any questions, feel free to point them out 🥺 🥺 🥺 The author is very good [sending my heart][sending my heart][sending my heart]
Personally, I subjectively feel that the growth path is clear, but it's a bit awkward in the early stages. In the middle and later stages, the life experiences of Mo Xi and Xiao Fanfan are a bit confusing. Overall, it's still very sweet and sharp. I love it very much. As expected, I will keep the book till the end.
It's not a knife at all 🥺🥺🥺 Pure love romance novel
Good book, highly recommended 👍
The setting is good, the more swords you use, the better. Don't force resurrection and life extension, come on!
It's okay, it's good, it's good, keep going.