In the Last Year, Let Me Take Another Look at the World

[Also known as "Stay away from me, white hair, I'm afraid" "I am afraid of society, is there spring?"] [Social fear + growth-oriented protagonist + single heroine + liberating nature + redemption + sweetness in the front and knife in the back] Choose between "you may die at any time" and "become a normal person, but you will definitely die in a year", which one will you choose? Xia Qifan chose the latter. He has been plagued by illness and bad luck since he was a child. Things that others can do easily are extremely difficult for him. He was fed up with other people's monster-like looks. He wanted to become an ordinary person, live an ordinary life, and accept the eyes of ordinary people. "Given you a year, how can you transform from a person who is afraid of everything?" Start: "This blushing little boy is so funny." Five days later: "Somewhat capable, but just my little toy." One week later: "Just holding hands, nothing more." A few weeks later: "He seemed a little bolder, and I couldn't handle it anymore." One month later: "He bullied me... It hurts... I have to hold back and not cry..." A few months later: "He is mine, he is mine! You are not allowed to rob him!" Half a year later: "I'm very good, please don't leave..." One year later: "Don't go, please..." (The protagonist is weak at first, but has a strong ability to reflect, grows up quickly, and has a dark plot.)