Is It Reasonable for Me, a Traitor, to Engage in Internal Strife?

(If you want to read something different, please click here and give me fifty chapters.) I don't know if I am still a good person: lustful, greedy for money, murderous... These labels fit me very well. To be precise, it suits my disguise better! The hardship of underground work really does not refer to material conditions, but to the fact that I have to personally transform myself into a person who is hated by my comrades and trusted by my enemies. All honors are unspeakable pain to me... All this pain added to my body and made me miserable! But I'm still insisting... Because I firmly believe it! The great China will never perish at the hands of Japanese pirates! The message is cold and the stars are not noticed, I recommend Xuanyuan with my blood!