My life ended at the age of 19, but I am still alive. I often ask myself in the uneasy midnight hours, who am I? When I narrowly escaped death that day, Balingchi pressed me hard in his arms and asked me if I was Qiu Ran. I told him my name is Qiu Tian. At that moment when I was in a state of confusion, another man gently touched my lips and said, are you still Qiu Tian? I stared at him resentfully and opened my mouth but no sound came out. I'm like a living puzzle, and I don't even know the answer. And every time Tangtang Guoguo calls mommy, the symbol that my mother has engraved deep into my soul pops up and answers, I am Tianran Mommy...
