By the time I was 22 years old, many big and small things had happened in my life, and it just kept coming. It can't be said that it was a lot of hardships, but it was certainly not easy.
There are big things in the eyes of parents, such as the high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination, as if the sky is about to fall if you are not careful; there are also small things in the eyes of parents, such as when I broke up with so-and-so, and my mother always said it was okay, she always felt that I could find someone better... In my eyes Big things, such as the person I like doesn't like me. When I clearly realize this fact, my whole world becomes dark; as for the small things in my eyes, failing the exam, not finishing the homework, it doesn't hurt or not, I don't take them to heart at all...
In the blink of an eye, I grew from the little kid who didn't know what love was to the flesh-and-blood me I am now. I have had low self-esteem, I have been confused, I am not depressed, but I have suffered from a serious pleaser personality for a period of time.
After a heavy blow, I fell into the hell of self-doubt and put invisible shackles on myself. After another heavy blow, I suddenly realized that it seemed that for the first time I could truly see myself clearly and accept myself. Whether I was sad or happy, I knew clearly what I wanted in my heart, even though I had always been the love brain in my friends' mouths. I finally found myself in flesh and blood.
The tug of warm family ties, the disintegration of friendships, the drunken love... Online dating, cheating, breakups, my secrets, do you want to hear them?
Maybe it doesn't make sense, it's just my experience.
