I Can't Argue with My Preference, It's You Who Drive Me Crazy!

I have lived for twenty-three years. I was hated by my biological mother for twenty-three years. I am an indelible stain in her life. It was a parasitic rat in her house. I can be synonymous with all disgusting things, but I cannot be her daughter. Until I die for her, my biggest wish is that she is willing to look at me, just one look. But no, I will be a lonely ghost until the day I die.