I’m Awful, and I’ve Been Waiting for You

[First love + Reunion after years apart + Second Male Lead's Redemption + Intense Romantic Push and Pull]

Some beautiful memories are bound to become a huge headache...

Fourteen years after they parted, Xu Moli and Zhuo En meet again at a party.

Once a disheveled girl from an alley, Moli has blossomed into the concertmaster of an orchestra, while Zhuo En has become a chart-topping singer.

Moli's world had been peaceful, but Zhuo En's return awakens desires she'd never paid attention to before.

The fame, material comforts, and status she'd once ignored now seem within reach, all because of Zhuo En.

Being the perfect white moonlight seems like a piece of cake...

Moli quits her steady job and becomes Zhuo En's manager and “secret lover,” giving him a solid support system. She finds a new career path and sees in Zhuo En what love can look like at its best.

She thinks everything will keep getting better.

But Zhuo En's world is too vast and complicated.

No matter what she does, she can't truly enter his heart or become someone he can't replace.

If she wants to face reality, she has no choice but to hold on to whatever she can get, to something that truly belongs to her...