As an unknown working man, life has been like water and wind, quietly for more than 40 years! From the passionate and confident years of her life, she has become an unemployed housewife with dreams collapsed. I am a speck of dust among all living beings! I couldn't get over the student days that kept slipping down. I was like a headless fly, with no place for my soul and body in the mixed society. Now I have joined the group of middle-aged unemployed housewives! A family of five, two little cotton-padded jackets and a leather jacket (son). Although the child's father is not wealthy, he can still provide adequate food and clothing for the family. In the eyes of relatives and friends, everything looks close to perfect. Some people say: All good-looking skins are the same, but interesting souls are only one in a million. I have always thought that my soul is the one in a million, although I have never had a perfect skin that is the same.
Since childhood, I have lived in the Sanjiang area at the junction of Shandong, Shandong, Henan and Anhui. Not only is the material lacking, but the spirit of the villagers and fellow villagers is also poor. But at that time, I felt that I was a flower in the village. I felt that I not only had lofty dreams (painter, writer), but also had a flexible mind (thinking that if my dream could not be realized, I would become a professional pig farmer in the village). When I was not yet learning, I liked to draw. At that time, I would paint on the land with small wooden sticks. Not only did I feel good about myself, but the villagers also recognized me, especially the aunt named Liu. Every time I saw me, I would show her my painting skills on the ground. I once ran to the provincial capital to take the art exam with great enthusiasm, but due to weak cultural courses, I failed in the end! I was quite keen on submitting articles when I was in middle school, but never...
