After a Tragic Death and Rebirth, I Turned Completely Black

In my previous life, after six years of marriage, I regarded Lu Xingchen as a ray of light in the darkness. For Lu Xingchen, I am willing to be ordinary and push Lu Xingchen to a position below one person and above ten thousand people. Until the enemy invaded the Duke's Mansion late at night, and in order to protect his Bai Yueguang, he personally pushed me out to die. At that moment, I gave up completely and finally understood: no matter what I did, he would regard me as dust, not as good as his white moonlight. For him, I sacrificed my children and even my life. When I opened my eyes again, I went back to the day when Lu Xingchen pretended to bring the 'tonic'. He raised his hand and slapped Lu Xingchen on the face. I sneered: "Lu Xingchen, let's make peace!" This time, I want to be myself!