Diagnosed with Mental Illness: My Ultimate Goal Is to Kill Gods

[Not a fan] [Cthulhu] [Unlimited flow] [Not invincible] [Not system] My name is Chen Jinan and I have been diagnosed with mental illness. My father was killed while driving on the highway. I saw with my own eyes a man in black robes flying in the air stabbing a sharp sword into my father's heart. No one wanted to believe what I said and I was sent to a mental hospital. In the mental hospital, a gentle young man told me that he fell from the highest point of the Ferris wheel, but the mental hospital cured him. A normal person would be dead or disabled, but he stood in front of me intact. After continuous exploration, I discovered the truth about the mental hospital-the chess game carefully designed for me by the outer god Nyarlathotep! And I am a pawn in the games played by the gods, a plaything for their pleasure. But at the same time, I am also the one chosen by Cthurgia, the Great Old One! I have the power to resist and the ability to lead everyone out of this mental hospital! I shuttled between the seven concretized copies of original sin, looking for a way to break the situation. I don't want to be used as a pawn. Even if I, Chen Jinan, cannot escape from this mental hospital, even if I die in this mental hospital, I will never make the organizer feel better! ! !