Stagnant Water

Wuwuwuwu, I feel so bad for Yanyan, he didn't do anything, why did he have to suffer so many things that he shouldn't have to endure. The hatred of his relatives, the betrayal of his friends, and the deceit of his lover made him hate this world. This world also wanted him to die. This world made him feel very disappointed. In the end, he thought he had waited for the light that belonged to him, but he deceived himself. He wanted to get married. He was not his lover. Everyone wanted him to die, and he couldn't hold on anymore. Therefore, death is the most suitable ending for Yan Yan, and it is also the ending that Yan Yan hopes for. He has no expectations for this world anymore, and he no longer desires anyone to redeem him.

He obviously regained hope in life, but everyone dragged him into the abyss again [almost crying] He was obviously such a good person that he couldn't help him even in the face of death, but the world was so unfair to him that he couldn't save himself [crying] Everyone saw it, but no one helped him. The only person who was kind to him has died a long time ago [crying] [crying] [crying] If only one person had extended a helping hand to him, even just one [almost crying] the ending would have been different, right? I hope Xu Yan's next life will be safe and smooth, free from illness and disaster [Sending Hearts] He has suffered too much in his life...

Xu Yan was in so much pain that all his friends, relatives and lovers betrayed him. Everyone wanted him to die, except Li Yan, but Li Yan was the one who forced him to death. The small lake in the south could not drown Li Yan, because Xu Yan had repaid enough during his lifetime, and after death he only belongs to himself. Xu Yan did not want Li Yan, although his feelings It's uncontrollable, but Xu Yan's first choice has always been death. He was forced to live as if he had a choice, but he couldn't even do it without being too embarrassed. Maybe he just came to repay this life and give enough to everyone. From now on, no matter the next life or not, he will always belong to himself. I don't hope that I will have a chance to repeat my words. I will only suffer from inescapable pain. I will only do my words in my next life.

This is the first time I have read such a serious comment on a novel on Tomato. It is really one of the few BE novels I have read. I didn't skip a chapter and kept reading in the middle. At the end, I felt that this was the best ending for two people. It is impossible for a HE to happen between the two of them. The writing is very good and the character descriptions are very delicate.

They say you have a cold nature, but I just feel that you love deeply.

I've finished reading it, author, you are very good😊 I hope Ayan will not encounter these bad things again in the next life. I hope Ayan is safe, happy, happy and healthy (´o̴̶̷̤ㅂo̴̶̷̤`) Although the world is in tatters, there are always people who can mend it. Ayan, wish you good health

Malice drowns words in the lake, floating and sinking. Yan Yan, who was about to emerge from the lake, was pressed down by a big hand. That big hand came from everyone's evil towards Yan Yan. The world wanted him to disappear completely.

If the world doesn't pity me, if anyone can abandon me, if even freedom becomes a luxury, if... I mean if, even for just a moment, the world loves me once, oh... I forgot, the world made Li Yan love me for a moment, and I relied on this moment to stay in this world. Unfortunately, it didn't last long. If I could do it again, I would rather that moment not exist. (The lake is very cold, and the lungs are very important organs. I want to say that you must be in pain. You have ended your painful life and yourself. I feel sorry for you.)

The ending made me feel like Who Killed Mockingbird. Everyone was the culprit for the death of Mockingbird. The crowd around the lake was a grand funeral, with guests and cameras recording Yan Yan's death. Li Yan read the eulogy loudly, and Mockingbird died of homicide.

Beautifully written! It's the kind of cruelty that cuts flesh with a dull knife! The ending of BE is very beautiful and reasonable! In reality, if you encounter this kind of scumbag who forces love and is selfish, run away without hesitation, don't be in love, and don't sacrifice yourself! The words make people feel uncomfortable. I want to tell him that it is not because the world loves you that you have to love the world. It is because you have to love yourself that we try to find a ray of light in this dark world. The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, but people can cross it by themselves. I really like the author's writing style, it's simple, direct, and powerful!

The second brush made me cry to death. Our hero did not have the aura of a male protagonist, was betrayed by his friends, watched his beloved get married, and finally died in front of many people, and no one even tried to stop him [crying]

Maybe many people may not be able to agree with such an ending, but you don't know. I have been waiting for such an ending for many years. Every time I see the result of chasing my wife in the crematorium, I want to reach into the screen and get a slap. You really don't understand. This kind of ending is really the best and the most emotional. It is my most enjoyable torture point. Why couldn't I read this article earlier! I just have a stomachache! It means both parties will suffer losses! Why should I be forgiven every time I get hurt? The best atonement is to die for love! Yan Bao suffered too much. He relied on the one eleven years ago to survive for eleven years. He suffered eleven more years. He should have left this broken world long ago. Gong never understood him from the beginning to the end. He only knew how to imprison, imprison, or imprison. He didn't have the strength to learn how to imprison, garbage. (Lèsè) You deserve to die too. It's not a bad death. This article is really different from those stereotyped articles in Tomato. It's really fun to read this if you want to change your taste (and a little sad)

Xu Yan, you are the best. Xu Yan said, peace and quiet. Cursing Xu Yan and Li Yan to never meet again.

Step by step back, I thought I could make the right bet. Compromising again and again resulted in heartbreak indeed. Eleven days of love, eleven years of love and hate. I thought I could take on the world, only to find out it was all a lie. I understand everything and do not want to be a bird in a cage, but an eagle with broken wings. Because of the summer when I was seventeen, I stayed in this world for eleven more years. He died, died on his birthday. The water is very cold, but it cannot cool the ice in my heart. In other words, there is nothing in this world to care about. Have sweet dreams and good night. Emotions are thick and cold, and impenetrable.

He did nothing wrong. The whole world obviously abandoned him... Death is the best ending for him... Good night, Mr. Xu

The world is bad, words are good Everyone is forcing Yan Yan, why is Yan Yan still soft-hearted, why is Yan Yan still holding on to hope, Yan Yan, let go, let yourself go, I feel sorry for you.

"Because this world is different from me. It can do nothing to save people." I think this is the reason why the protagonist hates this world. The people around him are too hypocritical. When the little girl jumped into the sea, his family tried their best to stop her, but Yan Yan jumped into the lake under the watch of more than a dozen people. Everyone agreed that he must die. The world is too bad. For the protagonist, the people and things he encountered all revealed the rot of the world. But I also want to say that the world is beautiful, and I hope that everything I encounter in the if line will be gorgeous.

The only novel I have read on Tomato for so long made me cry, it hurts, it really hurts QAQ Yan Yan's life is like everyone using a dull knife to cut his flesh, delaying him until he dies little by little. He lived for more than ten years because of Li, and finally died because of Li. He is just a bargaining chip on everyone's card table. Everyone is forcing him. He obviously had nothing to do with their struggle at the beginning, but he was still involved. QAQ really feels sorry for him. No one will think about him. In the whole article, the only person who has released goodwill to him that has nothing to do with interests is the fiancée of the person he likes. How ironic. QAQ said that it was too bitter. He must be happy in the next life. QAQ

Our love is not pure, and neither is our hate.

It is true that death is the best destination for him, because no one in this world loves him, and Li Yan's love comes too late [crying] [crying]

... It's hard to live, but it's not impossible to live. But. It seems that the whole world is forcing him to die... He is alone, no one really cares about him, and being abandoned has become a common thing. It would be understandable if he left the world behind and was freed... But even death was mixed with calculations, and he was squeezed out of everything by this world. The protagonist has nothing. Have sweet dreams.

Birthday is a day when everyone is welcomed into this world Xu Yan's thirtieth birthday was the day when he was forced to die by the world. If eleven years ago had become a fixed frame in his memory, Xu might still be living a cool life, but unfortunately, Li Yan came back. Li Yan is very self-righteous, thinking that he can grasp Xu, thinking that he can catch Xu with both hands, thinking that Xu Neng has been kept in the dark. Even Xu has suffered too much because of Li (even the main sin was brought about by Li and caused by Li himself). When I read the article, I was really annoyed by how dead he was. If only he had woken up earlier and not been so condescending and self-righteous, he could have turned the situation around. But what can I say, everyone has his own destiny. I knew Xu was going to die when I read the first chapter or two, but I read it anyway. I don't usually read pornographic stories. But this book was short and Xu's character attracted me very much, so I read it. Now Xu's ending makes me feel very uncomfortable. He was such a cool person in the early stage, even if his mental state was unstable, he still had a kind of crazy energy. But as we get to the back, the confusion and fatigue become more widespread. No one thinks for him, no one wants to think for him. I would rather he exit the biosphere on his own, rather than be like this. ——Because it is so miserable. The few episodes where I watch sadistic scenes are actually rarely because the emotional pull between the two makes me uncomfortable, but more because I don't feel worth it for one of them. I feel sad that they could all be fine and kind people, but they are always forced to make choices and no one cares. And such a person was ransacked in front of me with so much blood. Others always get something from them, even the love that suddenly awakens is forcing them. Isn't this just bullying a good person in front of me? Isn't it just to show me that the bright moon hanging high in the sky is shattered into pieces and there are no bones left? I must read less abuse articles. I always feel sorry for the one who is always being forced. Even though I know that some of them are really trapped by emotions (such as Xu, his feelings for Li are real, otherwise he wouldn't be hurt so deeply), but I still feel sad for them.

[Crying] I don't know what to say after reading this, and my whole head feels dizzy. Halfway through the movie, I was so happy to see things developing in a good place that I forgot it was be. It wasn't until I watched the back part that something felt more and more wrong. I read the synopsis again and found out that the ending was be. After reading it, I felt unsatisfied. It's a good sadistic novel, quite sour, but it's a pity that what happened eleven years ago was not explained clearly until the ending. In other words, I want to be happy in my next life It's a very good book, but I don't know why so few people have read it.

This is really beautiful. He saved people but no one wanted to save him. There are so many people in the world, but no one wants him to live. He did nothing. Maybe this world is really like what he said, "This world may be different from me. It can do nothing to save people."

It's very beautiful, really sad. It's just that I didn't understand when Yan Yan fell in love with the male protagonist. Well~_~ It's worth watching. The result is pretty good, but lying down for 80 years and then dying is really not miserable enough!

Oh my god, the writing is so good. I didn't skip a chapter, but sometimes the way I attack is a bit... The ending is the best. I cried so hard that I cried to death at night. It's such a loving style, but it's also so distressing [I almost cried]

Give yourself a star quietly

This book is really beautiful, the author's writing is also very good, and it's very poignant (crying) He really took on too much malice in the world. When he jumped into the lake, almost everyone came, but no one chose to help him [crying] He obviously did nothing wrong [almost crying] [almost crying] eleven years of youth in exchange for eleven days of love [crying] [crying] [crying] I, a very tearful person, cried...

The author writes really well, with deep and profound emotions. The love between Li Yan and Yan Yan was really entangled. Their feelings for each other were like a tangled mess, inseparable, unclear, and had no clue. I was really tired [crying] He no longer wanted to deal with it. He lived for 11 more years in his painful world for Li Yan, although it was to no avail. The world is really too bad for me. Li Yan is Yan Yan's hope for survival and the only one who wants Yan Yan to survive, but he unknowingly pushes Yan Yan into the abyss. Love full of deception and lies is fruitless. I think even if the author gives Li Yan a rebirth, his relationship with Yan Yan is still fruitless. They love each other but are inappropriate. The world owes Yan Yan too much.

I feel that the Shou in this book is too miserable, and then the Gong is too paranoid, a little sick, and too controlling. No one can accept this ❤️ No wonder that Shou hates him so much. I hate it too, maybe even crazier than this Shou. Everything else is okay, but it's so cruel. I feel sorry for Yan Yan, and I really feel that it's not worth it for Yan Yan [cry][cry][cry][cry]! ! ! !