In response to the sentence "Sexual orientation is determined by genes and we cannot change it," I have experienced the recognition, rejection, and acceptance of sexual orientation in this life, and finally recognized the fact that I am gay. But along the way, I have endured the pain of my original family, the secular prejudices of the public, the limitations of social development, the chaos of niche circles, and endured tortures such as sadomasochism, betrayal, prison, illness, etc. That are unusual for ordinary people, but in the end I was still able to live a difficult life...
