I went to the countryside to teach with my classmate Du Hong, whom I had a crush on.
In order to let him go abroad, I gave up my place.
As a result, he and Wang Xiaoxue stayed together and flew abroad.
I was forced to marry a lame man in the village and died in childbirth while giving birth to my third child.
After rebirth, when I gave up on him and became the number one student in the province to study abroad, he instead begged me:
"Don't leave me, I love you."
