💔 The same rare word is hidden in the name. Is it fate or a curse?
When Qiu Jingnian, a first-year high school girl, was on the top 100 list and fixed her sights on the name of her second-year high school senior Jiao Jingfan - the stranger who shared the rare word "Jing" with her, she thought it was just an accidental throb of youth.
She didn't know that this word would be the deepest mark he would leave on her, and it would also be his most decisive push away.
He is the alienated but patient senior in the competitive class, the gentle shadow who delivers hot milk late at night, and the only light in her gloomy youth. But there is always a heaviness in his eyes that cannot be overcome, and he always restrains himself from running away when his fingertips touch him.
"Qiu Jingnian, stay away from me."
"I don't fall in love, let alone you."
His words were like ice, but he stayed on the other end of the phone all night when she collapsed, and gently pressed her head on his shoulder when she got carsick.
Until that letter from Shanghai revealed all the truth——
Mother is terminally ill, family is in debt, forced to drop out of school, making a living at a construction site...
It turns out that all his distant tenderness was in vain to deceive himself and others; all the moments when he cruelly pushed her away were the last protection he could do for her.
"Forget me, you deserve better."
He broke her first love with his own hands, left a notebook full of knowledge points, and disappeared into the sea of people.
And she, the girl who was pushed away by him and deeply loved by him in another way,
How to carry scars all over your body,
In a world without him,
Learn to be strong?
📖 This is a youth diary filled with "regrets"——
About two names having the same character
Reader comments
Cry well, all the sourness of youth is written out [cry] [cry] [cry] I hope there will be more new books! ! !
Cry well, all the sourness of youth is written out [cry] [cry] [cry] I hope there will be more new books! ! !