Before Eternity

Starting from the protagonist's childhood, the writing uses straightforward language to describe the protagonist's growth and understanding of emotions in detail. The twists and turns of emotions are drawn into a simple yet complex web. The entire novel seems to be one of my favorite Tomato novels so far. I highly recommend everyone to read it. This book perfectly explains the key point that I like about dual female protagonists. There is nothing special yet, I just hope it won't be abandoned or unfinished.

I really like this kind of books. The emotions are delicate, not obtrusive, and not vulgar. Many of the author's own feelings are mixed into them. It looks like it is writing about the growth of the two protagonists, but in fact it also contains many principles of life, one step away, and a completely different path. I hope Jiujiu and Yitianchang can have a trouble-free life in another parallel world and can go on forever. The plot of this life has developed to this point, and there are too many obstacles. Even if no one else appears, they can't be together normally [I am Huangjiu and she is Yitianchang] They were born to be a perfect match, and their fate is a pity.

It almost perfectly fits my crush. I am Wang Jiu in the article, and the girl I have a crush on is Yi Tianchang. When I saw the cover, I almost couldn't believe it and clicked in, because it was a feeling, a familiar feeling, but in reality it was "Yi Tianchang" who was learning to dance. I gave up after trying it. As written in the article, I am generally shy, not good at words, and cute in appearance. She has studied well since she was a child and has many friends. I like her temperament very much. I thought I had unrequited love. One night, when I was bored and recalling the things between us, I found that she seemed to insist on being with me when I was a child, even though I was withdrawn and sensitive. Later I understood that it was a feeling of wanting to get closer but not daring to move forward. Many times I can feel that she desperately wants me to talk to her. Almost everyone might have backstabbed me, including my parents, but she didn't. I really hope that she will trust me innocently and stand up for me innocently like she did when she was little. I read Yi Tianchang's diary in the article, and I was surprised that there was an article that was so similar to her. It was an indescribable likeness. When I saw that diary, I seemed to see her. This was not an imposed description, but a real feeling. I felt that my heart was about to break, and I felt heartbroken. She, her family is not very good in reality. It is not that the economy is not good, but that her parents are too strict with her. Many times I feel tired for her, but she never screams tired. When she talks back to her mother, I see her unwillingness, stubbornness, and sensibleness intertwined. Now that she and I have reached high school, I think, just wait for me. If you wait a little longer, I will confess to being with you. But when I saw the descriptions in the book, my heart was broken bit by bit, and the glass-like hope was shattered and crushed bit by bit by reality. Maybe I'm not destined to be with her. But it's obviously okay. I left my broken family of origin and got closer to her. There is obviously hope, she left the place that caused her pain, and she came closer to me. Finally we fit together tightly. Obviously we should have all the hardships and joys like in the fairy tale, and then live happily together. What should I do? This worldly world is weighing us down. When I heard that you didn't have a good time in high school, I felt really sad for you. You were such a good person, but you suffered like this. I am still the same as when I was a child, with few friends. I am willing to keep the sincerity you gave me when I was a child in my heart to bury our innocence. Words are really good things. When I weave out the thousands of threads in my heart, the pain in my heart is not so uncomfortable. When my heart aches to the point of stomach cramps, I just want to see you, and you care about me like you did when I was little, and say those words. But, I can't seem to see you. I really don't want to live anymore, but I don't want to commit murder or arson, so I don't feel safe. I have always been the one who cannot tolerate any evil in my heart. It seems that all the evil is a little jealous of the good friends around you. Goodness ends in ignorance. This world does not allow me to be slow or sensitive. And you are the exception to the world. At the end of the day, sister, if you can, take me away and run away.

Ah ah ah, please let me know, please tell me whether it is he or be!