Ten Years After Graduation, My Life Is a Complete Mess

This story recounts my experiences with love and work in the ten years since I graduated. After graduation, I lived in an urban village, then earned my first pot of gold through a self-media business. During that time, I met two girls I could never forget. One became my girlfriend, and we came close to getting married. The other became a benefactor who changed my life, but in the end, we went our separate ways. During those years, I tried to break free from my parents' control. I changed jobs many times and once dreamed of making a name for myself overnight. But after years had passed, I realized I was just one speck of dust among the masses. I didn't even have the courage to escape my parents' control. I longed to stand out from the crowd, but I couldn't truly become independent. I was miserable. My weakness hurt not only me, but also the many people who loved me. Ten years after graduation, my life was still ordinary. I went through the same routine day after day, and the people around me hadn't changed much. There had been no major ups or downs, but every part of it was worth remembering to me. If you've picked up this book, thank you for reading. I'm not a professional writer. I just wanted to record a few years of my ordinary life. Of course, not everything in the book happened to me. Many of the stories are based on experiences of friends around me, and the names and details have been fictionalized. One last thing: I'm a very long-winded person, so some parts of the book are a bit rambling. I'll revise them later. If you don't like it, feel free to criticize me. I'll take your feedback to heart.