The young woman looked at a pretty girl who was happily playing on the merry-go-round. The girl was young and cute, and her eyebrows were full of happiness, as if she was indulging in a dreamy fairy tale world. Suddenly, the girl opened her eyes, her smile disappeared, and her eyes were full of uneasiness. Yes, her mother was gone... I cried and shouted, crying desperately: "Mom! Mom, don't leave me. I'm afraid, I'm so afraid. I don't want to be alone. Where are you? I cried desperately, but you couldn't hear me...
In the darkness, there was a ferocious look directed at me, shouts and beatings. I huddled in a cold corner, hugged myself up, and horrified shouts came from the room: "No, no, don't hit me, I will be good, don't hate me!" "
I woke up from the dream with lingering fear. No matter I was in the orphanage or leaving there, I was still alone. I touched the tears on my face and smiled with relief. I thought, didn't I tell myself not to cry anymore? Why have I still allowed myself to linger in pain after so many years? I silently walked to the window and stood lonely under the stars, hoping that one day someone would appear who loves me and dispel the haze in my heart. Where would you be?