She was not reborn, she survived.
Shen Zhiwei died once. In the dungeon of the cold palace, she was made into a human pig, her hands and feet were cut off, her eyes were gouged out, and she listened to her husband talking and laughing with his best friend. She bit her tongue and committed suicide, blood splattered on the jade pendant. When she opened her eyes again, she was eighteen years old again.
But she couldn't remember clearly. I only remember three things: my father asked Zhan three days later, and there was a piano player in the Jiaofang Division, and there would be a war in Northern Xinjiang in five years. As for how to save her father, how to enter the palace, how to climb from a human pig to a queen - she forgot all about it.
Then gamble while you're at it.
For three hundred taels, she bought the weirdest piano player in the Jiaofang Division. He has aphasia and can only speak piano music when he is emotional; she has incomplete memory and cannot distinguish between premonition and hallucination. The two used each other, recognized each other, and became each other's only "coconspirators."
She taught him how to kill, and he blocked the knife for her. She raised an abandoned son in the cold palace, but when he called his "Queen" sincerely, she stabbed his heart with a sword - because sincerity is the most dangerous thing in the world, she taught him and herself.
She designed herself to be deposed, leave the palace, raise an army, and ascend the throne. Every step is considered exhaustive, and every step loses someone. In the end, she sat on the dragon's throne and the violinist died in her arms. Only then did she realize that even her "rebirth" was designed by others, and even her "win" was made possible by others.
But she won't do it again.
It hurts enough in this life. She chose to write down her sincerity and carve it on the bank of the Yellow River, waiting for someone who might not come.
