Didn't You Dislike Her After Rebirth? Then I'll Do It

Double academic masters + hard study + male protagonist's secret love + contrast + pure love + redemption [Cold jealous king stupid Chen Jingyan vs cheerful and determined Li Xue] —————————— Chen Jingyan was devastated when he witnessed his crush Li Xue being killed by her husband Zhao Jiawei and his mistress Liu Zhizhi after giving birth. In grief and anger, he hired the best lawyers and forensic doctors, collected all the evidence, sent Zhao Jiawei and Liu Zhizhi to prison, and awarded the child left by his beloved Li Xue to her father Li Weiguo. He also transferred all the property in his name to the infant child to ensure that the child would have no worries in the rest of his life. After everything was done, he returned to his villa and opened the room that he never allowed others to enter. The room was filled with photos of Li Xue, from the moment when Li Xue was killed when he was 6 years old. He painfully touched the photos bit by bit and murmured: "Li Xue, if there is an afterlife, I will know you since you were a child, at least since you were 6 years old. I will pester you until you say you like me." He leaned against the wall in despair, picked up a knife and slit his wrist. Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, as well as blood from his wrist. God fulfilled his wish and allowed him to be reborn, and so was she. But he lost the memory of this life, as if he had never been reborn. (Eating Guide: The first 50 chapters are mainly about the protagonist's experiences before elementary school, which are mainly realistic and slow-paced. Impatient readers can read Chapter 51 after reading the first three or four chapters. Chapter 51 starts with high school and beyond.)