HP, How to Penetrate the Enemy

[Note] Please do not promote the protagonist's extreme behaviors and thoughts. Rebirth + ooc, biased towards group portraits, please beware If you could start over again, what kind of life would you live? In the last life, Mrs. Nott's death caused huge psychological trauma to Freya. She became withdrawn and silent, always looking cold and distant from others. When facing death, she even felt relieved and thankful... Freya Nott has been losing her whole life. She has lost her mother who loves her most, she has lost her best friend, and she has even lost her original innocent self. She was confused and in pain, and finally decided to find her ideal self. Even if all possibilities disappeared, she would not stop—— Lightning Protection OOC, no logic; the female protagonist is paranoid, extreme and world-weary, and will gradually get better; slow to warm up, and has no CP in the text. The heroine in her previous life was a hidden heartthrob There will always be something more important than love worth exploring for Freya. What she has to do is to live every day seriously. Freesia's name is taken from the English word Freesia, which means innocently waiting for happiness.