It's Okay to Live, It's Okay to Be a Rat

It's very interesting. I thought it was very funny at the beginning. I thought the protagonist was ridiculous and the description was very close to my high school life. But gradually I felt something was wrong. When I watched it before, I actually laughed out loud while watching it. Later I slowly discovered something was wrong with the protagonist. Although the protagonist said something like "I want to die" in the first few chapters, it was just what the protagonist said when he complained. Just like when I was bored, I would say: I really want to die. But I didn't really want to die. The further I read, the more I realized something was wrong with the protagonist, and my mentality changed as I read it. I had a lot of fun reading it at the beginning, but the further I read, the more I felt that some of the things the protagonist said were inexplicable struck me. The second part is getting heavier and heavier (probably because I am more sentimental), but I want to read more and more. I can't wait to know how the protagonist is doing (I think the protagonist is depressed). I am worried about her condition, angry that her family treats her like that, and also feel sorry for her that she has become indifferent and accustomed to her family treating her like that. She knew more or less that she was sick, and she thought about resisting. She mentioned in her diary that she didn't want to contact or communicate with anyone, but she still wanted to contact and communicate with them. I think the former was a heartfelt thought, that she just didn't want to, and the latter was her reason telling her that she shouldn't be like this. She forced herself to respond, just to get out of this predicament. When I read the ending, I still felt quite desperate. I think the penultimate chapter is what the protagonist thinks a positive, good student and good young man should have, not her thoughts, but she hopes she is like that because she is escaping from her illness; the dream in the last chapter may really be just the protagonist's dream. I can't control it after seeing this ending. Thinking about the worst, maybe this is just the protagonist's dream before she commits suicide. In the dream, she goes to college like a normal person, or even gets admitted to a double first-class university, because that is what her parents expect. She is excellent and energetic, which is contrary to the mental state she expressed in her diary, so I am more inclined to think that the last chapter is her fantasy before committing suicide. The third to last chapter is the chapter where we can see her problems the most. Whether it is psychological or psychological, the protagonist's condition is very bad. Coupled with the influence of the outside world on her, I can't see hope in her words, only a sense of powerlessness that she is not in the mood for anything. (I like this novel very much. The above is just my personal opinion and may not be mature)

It's so funny... I always laugh to death when I watch other people's campus life in school. No joke, I want to expand the list. I feel that puq/space will also be funny.

I came across this book while doing my homework. I thought the cover was interesting and wanted to read it, but I didn't expect to be deeply attracted by the content inside. The author's daily life in high school is real, as if it happened in my school. Several times, I wondered if it was my classmate. The book begins with the author's wonderful experience in high school, and ends with the author describing her feelings after college. It feels like a boat has crossed a thousand mountains. Looking from the front to the back, you can feel the growth and changes of a person, which is amazing. The author's high school experience is easy to relate to. If the author and I met in high school, I might become good friends with her. Well, anyway, nice to meet you, Tong Tong

It resonated with me as a high school student. The author's mental state is the same as mine. In this short day, the life of a high school student (with mobile version) has brought happiness. Come on, you wrote it very well [Sending Hearts]. You must live your own life well.

The content in the book is so true and beautiful🎉🎉. I always feel that it is very interesting to experience my own study life✨ and watch other people's study life🎉 at the same time❤️. In my life, the special ability I want most is to read minds. I really like to watch other people's lives. Maybe this is the reason why I like to listen to gossip. I really want to understand the different thoughts of others. It is very interesting. I hope the article will not be blocked again❤️❤️

How should I put it? Tong Tong is a person who is bold, free and spontaneous. It may be that I personally like this kind of character. Life is not a lock, but life has long been nailed down. We can only challenge, break through, youth and even follow our heart in one opportunity after another. A very good book. Be happy every day. Come on

The writing is really good, and the content inside is very real. Tong Tong's thoughts and the interpersonal relationships between Tong Tong and others are all very real, so youthful, and so alive. Reading this book really made me emotional, and it made me feel that Tong Tong is a real person. She really has the shadow of me and my friends, and is full of the unique vitality of youth. The author's writing style is also very good, and sometimes the words he speaks are also very philosophical. It is a very good book. I hope the author will get better and better!

After reading it, I felt mixed emotions. Tong Tong, Lu Xiaosui, Zhou Ru, Liu Youan, Qin Shihuang, Mei Nanjie, Peacock... These characters flashed in my mind one by one, as if they really existed in my world. From the beginning of being tired of studying but relaxed and happy, to the real problems later, a sense of depression hit us: From the adventures of mobile phones, wind blowing on the rooftop, broken doors with plastic sheets, to first love, stolen political books, conflicts between classmates, and finally Lu Xiaosui's confession, Tong Tong's illness, dropping out of school, and reluctance, the whole progressed from high to low, and then to "Dream", which was like the shock of suddenly rising from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the cliff, to the emptiness of shattered dreams. In the end, he could only curse, laugh at himself, and face reality reluctantly. Perhaps, this is Tong Tong. The sharp contrast between the chapter "Fantasy" and the main text brings the entire article to an unprecedented level. When I turned to this chapter, I seemed to really see the transformed Tong Tong, full of high spirits. But after reading it, I realized that this was just a dream. I woke up, and Tong Tong also woke up. Perhaps in her lifetime, Tong Tong will fulfill her promise. May Tong Tong live a happy life.

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe~ Great~ I look forward to the author's great growth, and wish the author a great success in getting into the ideal university! Happy every day~

Zundu fits my mental state! The author Tong Tong is also a talented and capable young lady! In short, when I read this article, I felt like I had found a treasure! Writing in a state of life and death in school is also very good. I think back then I was a quiet little girl, but after a huge turning point in high school, I became good at swearing... A great writer? I don't know who I learned it from! I really like this article and diary!

How could there be such a beautiful book? The first part is dull, but often interspersed with some insights and truths. Later, it slowly starts to get a little depressing, and finally returns to a cheerful and bright look.

So true. By the way, I also kept a diary when I was in high school, using a loose-leaf book. If I hated someone, I would scold them in the diary for fun. In order to avoid my classmates, teachers, and parents finding out, I used pinyin abbreviations for many people's names. In the past few years, I packed things and looked through them. I have forgotten who the abbreviations were. Some of the things that made me particularly angry at the time, if I didn't write them down in detail, I can't even remember now. So, now I can think about it. What I should eat and drink will be trivial two years later.

Ahhhhh, although it seems that I have been swearing and violating discipline, in fact, it is, and there is a trace of thinking about... In the diary (don't ask, I don't know what to fill in this ellipsis, just fill it in as an English cloze [laughs]), I think it is particularly empathetic to everyone, because everyone has experienced this kind of student life to some extent [blowing kiss] Nice~

If the author is in pain, drop out of school and go home to try meditation and exercise. What I have tried is really useful and can help you feel more at ease. Another thing is to sleep well. Staying up late is the point where people have random thoughts and emotional explosions. It will be better to sleep well at the normal time. A stable sleep quality is the best backing for this silly world. Try to sleep well. You don't have to immediately come up with an answer to these questions. Avoid and procrastinate as much as you want. It doesn't matter if you are tired together. It is necessary to see a psychiatrist and you need to spend money. Your own mental health is above all else. Psychological pain must be resolved in time. Didn't Sister Cen say that it is better to hurt others through internal friction than to harm yourself through internal friction? You can postpone everything else. If you really have a health problem, please treat it as soon as possible. Since the author can't stand those words, let's stop talking about refueling and take a break on the roadside. The pain of life cannot be completely eliminated. At the very least, let it pause for a while. Then fuck this world to death! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ٩(๑òωó๑)۶

I like these little diaries of Tong Tong very much. They have a real sense of life. When I was in high school, I really wanted to make everyone happy. Behind these funny and crazy words, I feel huge pain and confusion. In some aspects, I am very similar to Tong Tong. The sensitivity of our minds makes small details that others don't care about be magnified a hundred times in us, and then we are easily injured and internally damaged. If we don't want too much internal friction, we can only use a careless appearance to forcefully integrate with them. This is very tiring. When I experience this kind of thing, I really want to be destroyed. The scene in the book that sticks deep in my memory is when Tong Tong called her parents to talk to her parents for comfort because of Mei Mei's attitude towards the political book. She was attacked by her parents. She may not be clear about her parents' nature, but she still longed for some comfort from her parents. What's more, her parents gave her many gifts and paid a lot. Tong Tong wanted to study hard to repay her parents and get ahead, so at the end of the book, she became the person her parents wanted her to be. This is the first time I have written a book review so seriously. I highly recommend you to read it. There are not many beautiful sentences in the book, but it is more real and interesting. I saw Tong Tong do what I wanted to do in high school but could not do it. I was very envious. In the future, I will definitely go crazy and become a bastard. It will be very bad.

I think the author is quite cute and in a very good state of mind! ! ! ! Looks a lot like me in school, hahahahaha

The author actually gave me the same rating, especially the first quarrel between her and Han Lulu. She was absolutely smart and worked hard. I was smart but couldn't work hard. Others were not smart but worked hard. I was among the top five in the class. Everyone said I had good grades. But I don't think so, I think my grades are not enough, especially when I am declining, I always act like I don't care, but I care more than anyone else. I also want to learn but I can't work hard. I am really bad. Others can easily surpass me if they work harder. Want to cry and miss

A very real high school diary. Although my high school life did not have so many twists and turns, but now that I think about it, it seems that I did have some pain. From the author's crazy literature, hahahaha, I seem to have returned to that hot summer when I was seventeen but had to calm myself down. I hope that the author can realize his dream of getting rich, and that everyone who works hard can find some comfort in ordinary days.

It seems like I have seen myself in high school, which is outrageous. It's like the things in my brain in the first half of my life have been analyzed. My brain is not as "gorgeous" as the author, and I lack language. Sometimes I can't even express my feelings. I feel like I have seen another me. It has a very strange feeling. If one day someone wants to understand me in middle school and high school, I will really recommend him to read this book [Thoughts]

Teacher, I also want to read your diary This diary is written very realistically. I see my own reflection in her diary. She is always lamenting the complexity of interpersonal relationships. It is like Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace and Zhen Huan's Royal Love in the Palace. I really admire those who are scheming or rich.

The author is in a good state of mind, with a calm sense of madness [laughs]

One of Tomato's favorite books.

It's very real, very real, and super beautiful. I look forward to the author's other new books.

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Good-looking, good-looking, incomparably good-looking [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart]

Good, good, good, good, good, good, good, good, good, good! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Is a beam of light in my life

Is this a diary? . Learned a lot

It's very beautiful, very real high school life, I can see that the author is a very abstract baby hahahahahaha

Very similar, very similar, I took a lot of screenshots I believe this is the inner portrayal of many high school students I wish you Zhengzheng, I wish you high spirits