This is the story of a madwoman.
For eighteen years, a young woman has been trapped in a recurring nightmare. She locks herself in a cage to protect herself: no one else can get in, and she can't get out. She weeps, she cries out, and she struggles endlessly, sinking and rising as she begs for help. When she finally wakes from the dream, where will she go from there?
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[Spoilers for the last five volumes]
“Why wasn't it you who died? Why, ”
“Everything comes full circle. Who can escape the heavens' judgment? This is her comeuppance. Good riddance.”
“People feel guilt and regret after losing someone. By the time I learned to cherish you, you were already gone.”
“Happy Children's Day! Here's a red envelope for you, little one!”
“I'm sorry, Tengteng. I actually wanted to kill you…”
“I never believed in the gods above, but for your sake, I do now.”
“The reason your first love remains your first love is that even the real you can't measure up to the version I remember.”
“My heart is sick.”
“Like a marionette, I learned to laugh and cry, to feel joy and anger, but all I learned was how to do it.”
“It is the world that is filthy, not us.”
“Those who embrace romanticism to the fullest have no place in this world.”
“I don't know what love feels like.”
“I'm sorry I made you bear so much in my place.”
“We were both trapped in the depths of the abyss, yet my first instinct was to disbelieve their pain.”
“I can accept death, but not for someone else's sake.”
“I can't judge my past self from where I stand now.”
“Love isn't everything in life.”
“Maybe I'll never truly let go, but I'll do my best to keep living.”
“May the years pass in peaceful stillness, without a breath of wind.”
At first I thought it was a bit confusing, but later I realized it was a foreshadowing. It looked okay. The author's writing style is a bit green, so I will update it first to see what the content is like, and then I will review it.
It's worth watching. The author's writing style is not bad, and the writing is steady and flowing. The plot is compact and each chapter is connected, but you need to be patient to read it. When I first read the synopsis, I thought it would be ridiculous, but it's not. There is no such thing as love first. What it tells is that He An's experience is very ordinary, but it makes me feel uncomfortable while reading it. There are many resonances in the process of reading. Worth recommending.
Not bad, very good
It's very beautiful and rich in content. It fully demonstrates He'an's growth experience and the characters are flesh and blood. The only drawback is that there are some typos and the sentences in some places are a bit strange. It would be better if they could be improved. Thank you~