[Substantially revised: many chapters have been deleted or changed. sob]
A secret crush that began in adolescence, and a diary filled with thoughts about one person: one day, it will finally be opened!
Maybe all there ever was was affection, and I simply never realized it. In the end, I finally understood that there was nothing I could do except love you.
(Content warning: It’s not really angsty, though it may be a little clichéd and predictable. Read with care, and enjoy!)