She plays different roles, and she sometimes feels alien and detached.
She is always in unfamiliar environments, and she is also afraid of unfamiliar environments.
She always seemed to be starting a new life over and over again, but every time it seemed calm, in fact, it was already a stormy sea, sweeping her and her whole soul.
Her soul and body were twisted, and her flesh and blood were peeled off, causing bone-piercing pain.
She wanders in an extreme and strange life, worrying about the endless end, controlling the wind and clouds, and the undecided world.