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Be Aesthetics, the Kind That Can Make Me Cry Until I Am Deprived of Oxygen, Cry Until My Liver Hurts, and Torture Me to Death
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I didn't even know there was a novel with two female protagonists!
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Are There Any Novels Similar to "Memoirs of a Dead Wife"? ? ?
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9.5 or Above Short Story About Abuse, I Couldn't Get Out of It for Three Days After Reading It, and I Lost Three Kilograms! !
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Please Write a Story About Two Heroines with Some Knives~ (>人<;)
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Be Text with Swollen Eyes from Crying
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Are There Any Stories About Dual Heroines and Torture?
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Looking for a Sadistic Story About Two Female Protagonists! the Kind of Torture That Makes You Cry and Feel Uncomfortable! It's Best to Be Finished
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Are There Any Particularly Sadistic Double Heroines? I'm Tired of Watching the Sweetness and Want to Watch Some Sadistic Ones.
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She and I were roommates in the second semester of high school. It took us nearly half a year to slowly accept each other and accept that we like girls. Maybe because we were young at the time, she and I admitted our relationship generously. Later, the class teacher invited the parents because of txl. She kept escaping, telling me that we couldn't do this every time after crossing the boundary. We broke up in the first semester of our senior year of high school, and we both left school, and because we were both art students, we went to a training camp. I originally thought we would never see each other again, but we see each other every New Year. We went to different provinces for college (I also deliberately chose a place far away from her because I wanted to let go). After a year of reconciliation, I went to her place on May Day. When she ran away again, I broke down emotionally and told her not to delay me. I was sorry. She has decided to let it go. That day my friend asked her if she wanted to meet me. She said that she was afraid that her hard-earned determination would be in vain as soon as we met. Maybe we would never see each other again. Maybe I was also in your future plans. You said you wanted to live alone. A few days later you had a man-made encounter. I thought this might be the last time. If you really want to return to normal life, then I will never see you again.
Really, this memory is so similar to the experience I had with her. If the author didn't have pictures, I would have doubted whether she wrote it. The author's portrayal of Bai Xinxin's psychology is very delicate, it really felt like I was separated from her deskmate. She and I were seated together by chance. We were not very familiar with each other before. I thought that we would never interact with her again in three years. Unexpectedly, we discovered that we got along very well after being seated together. Now that I have graduated, I don't know what will happen next. When I saw the ending of Qing He Xin, I felt like my heart was pierced. I don't know if we will be like this in the future. Maybe, maybe in a parallel world all this is normal for people and can be supported. If possible, I want to tell her personally, "I like you"
Ask the mountain breeze if you are not here, ask the mountain breeze if you will come back You said you don't need to ask Shanfeng, you are always here, but you will never come back Love at first sight, twists and turns in the college entrance examination and rumors, and ends with parents and worldly views They are determined and timid, they love each other and worry about each other. At the age of seventeen, they have matured, but their worries are no longer just whispers on campus. Their world has become broader, and more of the constraints of heaven and earth appear in front of them. Some people make it to the end, they are lucky; Some people took the curtain call at halftime, and they were not unlucky. The time spent with each other is far more precious than anything else. They have gone through youth and ignorance, but also matured and stabilized. I believe that their future path will be broad and they will have their own considerations. There will be occasional ups and downs in the future, no matter what choice you make, make it worth it and have no regrets I wish you a smooth road ahead, live up to your expectations and never let go of the past.
I like it very much, the writing is smooth, beautiful and vivid. The love between two people, the love that goes both ways, everything makes no secret of my feelings for you. But if we don't have the courage to take the last step, then I will look at you from a distance and make you a utopia that I cannot reach in my life. The joy and publicity of youth will be the proof of our love...
Super real, super beautiful, real story version of be. When I saw the word "disgusting", I really wanted to cry. It was a feeling that I couldn't help but. In fact, when I read those abuse articles, I really didn't feel anything that wouldn't make me cry, but I really couldn't help it. This article is super good
They are all very good, and everyone blames them from the highest point. 17-Year-old Bai Xinxin didn't care, but Ji Qingqing was afraid that she would get hurt. 25-Year-old Ji Qingqing pursues love, but Bai Xinxin does not want them to be abandoned. 17-Year-old Ji Qingqing clumsily hides her love and doesn't want her to get involved in public opinion. The 25-year-old Bai Xinxin left in a hurry, but did not deny his love. It will be a pity, but they once had it.
It's beautiful. Although the writing is not good, the emotions contained in it are real. The compromises of the two heroines to the world and the regrets left behind are worth slowly recalling. I can only say that it will be better in the future. This is an adaptation of the author's personal experience. When reading the novel, there is a sense of authenticity. The whole book has dozens of chapters. It is like seeing two slightly green girls laughing and playing in the sun, slowly growing up, still smiling and feeling relaxed. I don't have much writing skills, so that's all I have to say. If the author can read this comment, I wish you can meet someone who loves you and you love, and I wish you good luck [top post]
This is a necessary tragedy. Perhaps we have watched too many other Tomato movies with two female protagonists and two male protagonists and have forgotten that in reality, not everyone has the courage and strength to resist the world. It's just a failure. Both Ji and Bai want to give each other a quiet love that is not defined by others' hypocrisy. They think that they are not suitable for each other and they are not suitable for this place.
Unfortunately, I miss you silently, but fortunately I miss you silently. There are too many distractions in the world, and the bonds are too long. We are just who we are in the ideal world.
The pace is fast and the descriptions are delicate. Because it is adapted from a true story, it is different from other novels. It is full of true feelings and it is easy to put people into it, especially the last letter, which is extremely heartbreaking. The be in the novel is regrettable, and the be in real life is sad. Maybe there is light in the future, and we all have hope. We are all cowards.
🥺The writing is very good, it is the real incident that struck me🥺🥺😭The world and parents are the biggest obstacles🥺"We are all cowards"
It's a good story. She and I may separate for various reasons in the future. I have never been able to take the final step. I am afraid that she will quarrel with her parents because of me, and I am afraid of facing the complicated eyes of my parents. I think I'm so selfish, I should have known better in the beginning
It is adapted from real events. It is very real. In reality, it is very common to have regrets and not be able to love. It really hit my point. Anyone who has had similar experiences will understand [face covering] [face covering]
It is not clear whether those tender brushes and pictures were preserved after many years, or whether... "Reunion" is the best hope. Very ordinary memory fragments, recalled as beautiful and happy, may be enough. I still want to ask, have you ever thought about letting her know? The answer may be the same as not knowing the truth, I want to but can't. I wish that regrets will drift away with the wind, in exchange for peace and prosperity for the rest of my life <(._.)>
"Flowers may not necessarily bear fruit when they bloom, just like--Xinxin and your pure youth will never end and will never end." How many springs will it take for the butterfly to forget about lovesickness?
Be is the norm in the world. Through the author's story, I seem to see my own future, so I choose to be alone. I am a coward. Maybe this way I can prevent myself from being hurt emotionally.
Although the stories between them are not as strong as other novels, most of the stories in real life are like this, very real, and there are real cases. I cried to death [I almost cried] when the author illustrated the pictures, I was really shocked [shy]
I hope Bai Xinxin and Ji Qingqing can be happy for the rest of their lives [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying]
How can I put it, everyone will have this experience, and my story with her is the same. During that period of time, I was silent and withdrawn, often in a daze and not knowing what to do. It was just that the cicadas were so noisy that summer that I could hear my heartbeat. Later we separated and I looked for opportunities to reunite. I was thinking about whether she could have a good time with me this year after we broke up on my birthday last year. But I was too impulsive. . She has always wanted a result, and she has been avoiding the answer. We can only be friends.
"I heard others say that longing is like the wind, it can reach anywhere. I hope the wind blows, so why miss silently." They are not wrong in the first place, but are they just because of the comments from the outside world? "No snowflake is innocent before an avalanche." After reading this book, I felt a little emotional. Who can persist in realistic TXL? But I hope that in reality we can all face it bravely, and at the same time, it also cheers me up. TxI is also hated in our class. I don't know if I can persist, but I will definitely do it. Can you reply to what you see? Cheers to the author too! ! ! [Top post][Top post][Top post][Top post] We will support you [Blowing kiss][Blowing kiss]
"We are all cowards. Neither you nor I have the courage to resist the world." I really cried to death [cry] [cry] [cry]
In reality, there are only sophistication and human kindness, and there is no fairy tale like "little dinosaurs don't lie to puppies". There is no such thing now and there will never be in the future. Record:2024.9.22
Good reviews, it's very knife-like, the kind that seals the throat with one knife, especially the true adaptation. I feel that my future may overlap with this.
But we are all cowards. When we love each other passionately, we are separated because of rumors, let alone eight years after each other. No matter how reluctant we are, we are still defeated by this era. Why can't people who truly love each other have a good home? Why should we soberly watch and go further and further away from the important people. Actually I brought an umbrella that day
How can someone who once truly loved let go so easily? It's just that we don't have the courage and determination to resist the secular world. Maybe we are cowards in love, but we have also risked our lives for love, and we have also loved vigorously. The article depicts the ignorance and youthfulness of adolescent girls about love very delicately, but it is very difficult [crying]. I hope that in parallel time and space, they can grow together year after year [love]
Sadistic, showing the normality and ugliness of the world
Oh my God! This is the only Tomato book that I regret
It's so sad, but be is the norm. Alas, I hope the author and Ji Qingqing can let go of their worries soon.
It turns out that true love will be defeated by reality. Maybe with my current age and experience, I still can't think about what the future and reality are. Is there really nothing we can do about people who are clearly in love? [Cry][cry] I think the author's writing style is very good. I still like to read novels that reveal true feelings... Can be touched. Keep writing!
The author's personal experience, the front is sweet, the smile on my lips has never stopped, every time I see the Love at First Sight CP combination, I feel happy, the back, good knife, my mouth is full of broken blades, I can't swallow it, can't spit it out, the stamina is so strong, why can't it last forever, 😭😭😭😭 What a young couple!