Fang Hua's Short Story: Looking Back over the Years to No Avail

Fang Hua's series of short stories, looking back over the years to no avail, I regret that you will return in the end. Cp Xiang, I'm here again if I don't believe in evil. It might be OOC, I'll try my best. Don't watch if you are a CP thunderer (there may also be a Huahua counterattack), There are four short stories in total. I wish to go to the lotus deep in the beginning (absolute), regret to burn the flowers (violent), the moonlight reflects the lotus (little sad and happy), and think of you in the past (sweet)