[Redemption+Micro pastoral+Dream within a dream+Marriage first, love later+Reunion after a long absence+Imperfect protagonist]
Demining first: not a cool novel, with a HE ending, but the whole text has a touch of sadness.
The sentence that Ge Manyi has seen most on the Internet is, "Unfortunate people use their lives to heal their childhood, and lucky people use their childhood to heal their lives." But for her, being trapped in memories of an overly happy and beautiful childhood and unable to move forward, isn't it a kind of sadness?
Perhaps for this reason, in the year after she graduated from graduate school, when all her friends chose to stay in big cities, she chose a small town smaller than a small city. Here, she met a man named Jin Siyu.
She graduated from graduate school and returned to her hometown to work as a village official, and he returned to his hometown to farm after graduate school. They went in both directions to show off, walking against the current of the crowd.
He understood every word she said.
She has listened to every song he sang.
They played the guitar and danced in the rice fields at night. She was glad that the sky was crow-green, which could cover the red clouds that flashed by her cheeks.
"Ge Manyi, is this the life you want?" Jin Siyu asked her in the darkness.
"I don't know," she replied.
"So is this what you wanted to be like when you were a kid?"
She shook her head: "No."
She shook her head again: "Sorry, I don't know."
She thought she must be sick in such a bad situation.
But it seemed okay. Amidst all the uncertainty, she was certain that there was a pair of hands that would not let go of her in the dark.
"Jin Siyu, walk into my morbid memory and accompany me in my madness."
