Deep Paranoia

[Crazy criticism + paranoia + desire for control + long-planned + robbery] Gu Xizhao: "Pan Qingmo, do you know what grief is greater than heartbreak? Do you know what it feels like to watch a loved one fall to pieces in front of you? No, you don't know. How can you know if you haven't experienced it?" Pan Qingmo: "You are a weakling who only seeks pleasure from conquest. I look down on you! Kill me if you can! Don't torture me with these despicable methods!" Hatred will cloud your eyes and cloud your heart. Because of hatred, he tore off her wings and humiliated her as much as he could; because of hatred, he let her watch her relatives and friends leave her one after another, but could do nothing; because of hatred, he wished to skin her, cut her bones, and eat her into her belly; because of hatred, he loved her to the point of being almost crazy and unable to control himself. Many years later, he held a little Maotou and stood in front of her tombstone: "Xiao Mo, my heart is empty, please come back and fill it up for me."