I Want Both Heavenly Drops and Green Plums

(Daily + Slow Heat) + (Two Heroines) + (Two-way Redemption) + (Depressed Girl + Childhood Sweetheart) (The first two chapters only explain the background of the protagonist, which is a bit boring, but please be patient and read on) He met her on a rainy night. She was so much like him and as lonely as him. He pitied her and wanted to take her with him to raise her and give her hope in life again before ending his own life. But in the end, why is she healing me? ! ....... One was a girl who was very similar to herself. She threw herself into his arms and said she liked him. One is his childhood sweetheart who has been with him for ten years. He doesn't know how to choose, Gradually, a bold idea came into his mind...