The Past of the Underworld: Those Years When I Was a Gangster

(This story is purely fictitious, any similarity is purely coincidental) Some people will always describe Ted's world as majestic and glorious, mixed with countless stories of pleasure, enmity, and extravagance. Only when I entered it did I realize that it was extremely difficult to escape after stepping into the rivers and lakes. There was an abyss beneath my feet, and there were swords and guns above my head. Every step I took was trembling, like walking on thin ice...