I'm a Pallbearer

My name is Zhang Hao, and my nickname is Ergou. My father said that it is easy to make a living with my name. But that was not the case. All kinds of strange things happened when I was a child, until the old man took me away. When I was in my twenties, after the old man left, the beautiful and strange world finally revealed its true face to me. Strange things like mother-in-law being put into a coffin, people being tied up with paper, and people knocking on the door at midnight all come to visit. Is it fate or the arrangement of the mastermind behind the scenes? Sometimes I feel that I am not alone. Even if I am walking alone in the dark night, there is always the silver bell-like laughter in my ears, and the cold and white catkins. I walked in the darkness, drifting away from the light. I gradually recovered my childhood memories and the red dress, but I was about to face a more cruel future. Maybe I will disappear along with the old shop. I just hope that people who hear this will remember that a coffin maker once came.