You Are Not a Redundant Person

The family of origin was like fire and ice. Li Yan was deeply influenced by the family and developed a series of low self-esteem, sensitivity, indifference, etc. Some of them tended to be avoidant attachment personalities... She can be funny in front of friends, quiet and timid when alone. I often feel redundant. Topics that cannot be mentioned, an attitude of not being cared about, a sense of being outside the group... It wasn't until the year she graduated from the college entrance examination that Li Yan met a confident, casual and a bit silly young man during her trough period. Her dull life seemed to have a bright color...