Near Death Experience

Due to my miserable life, I committed suicide due to depression. In order to punish my suicide, Xiao Yi, the messenger of hell, made me reborn and returned to the world. My host is an old lady in her fifties, and her husband is actually the chairman of my company? My mission was to successfully raise money to divorce him and take my biological daughter away. But is this the end of my rebirth story? An accident made me reborn in ancient times and became the eldest lady of an official family. I originally thought I could live a happy life without any worries, waiting for death. Unexpectedly, I followed the fate of my host step by step, unable to stop twisting and turning until I reached the pinnacle of power. Later generations have mixed opinions about my host. A woman has ruled China for nearly a hundred years. After time travel, can my modern thinking resist the assimilation of feudal ideas? After another rebirth punishment, I turned into Princess on the grassland. So I changed my parenting strategy, and the little emperor became very filial to me. Together we created the golden age of the Qing Empire. How come I'm not dead yet after I die? How many times do I have to be reborn? Or am I already dead and this is all my dying fantasy?