[If that day ever comes, bring me a wild lily.]
[Urban slice of life + stream of consciousness + multiple timelines + not entirely without CP]
Ning Xi, the new owner of a flower shop, is terminally ill and has no heart to put her final wishes in order. Customers come and go from the shop, while beyond their chatter, she keeps to herself.
She has had many stories before, but this last one leads to death. Yet is death the end of everything? Perhaps it is being forgotten that truly is.
Friendship, family, love, the kindness of strangers... This world was never meant to be without warmth. Even when facing the cold, some embers should remain.
In her final days, knowing the flowers will fade, she would rather see them bloom.
I really like the author's writing style. Ning Xi is also the most special and favorite heroine I have ever seen since reading novels. And I always feel that Ning Xi has a kind of divinity in her body. Her solitary life is more like a way to let everything grow according to its own rules. Her sense of proportion, her indifference, her calmness when facing death, her feelings when facing flowers and plants, and her enjoyment of loneliness are all like a god casting his gaze on the world and experiencing human life with a human body, but the essence is still God, and divinity still exists.
It took me several days to slowly read this book. I felt deeply and I didn't know where to start. Well, let's do it. The author's writing style is very unique and the book is very beautiful. I hope more people can read this book. Thank you to the author for writing this book. It triggered a lot of thinking in me. I hope the author will continue to work hard.
People survive in this breath. "In these last days, I don't want to die in the hospital bed smelling of disinfectant. I want to do things I like and see people I want to see. "I don't want the day when death comes, I still have many regrets that have not been realized. I want to grow old with freedom, not wither away from exhaustion. " I should love myself more.
In the world, there is always too much helplessness and unwillingness. There are very few people who are as transparent as Ning Xi, but it also makes people feel more pitiful. If she has the ability to reach the sky, Wan wants to save her. But mortals are mortals after all, and what they can't do is ultimately impossible. Just like back then... She was only in her twenties and had just been admitted to college. She was in her prime...
This novel is relatively unpopular in this place. Very few people have read it, and even fewer people have finished it. But I believe that if you really finish reading it, you will definitely leave your own traces here. The world is so big that she disappears in a blink of an eye. The world is so small that you can see her as soon as you lower your head. Ning Xi exudes the brilliance of divinity and is not bound by human nature. I don't even know what I'm talking about. I just want to leave my mark here...