He Finally Admitted That He Loves Me, but I Have Given up on Him

I was adopted by the Queen Mother since I was a child and was pampered like a princess. And growing up with the current emperor, everyone in the palace thought that I would become his concubine. But after taking Chinese medicine, he would rather soak in cold water for a day and a night than touch me. Later, I became disheartened and asked to leave the palace. He knelt in front of my door all night just to let me see him.