Rebirth in the Apocalypse: I Want to Survive Until the Finale

"Mom, Mom, don't, don't." This was the countless times I woke up from nightmares. My mother's death was a knot in my heart that I could never let go of. I slapped myself in the face countless times and cursed myself, "How stupid and holy are you to believe a man who speaks sweet words and lies, which led to my mother's tragic death. Su Ming, you must die a good death. Don't let me see you again. I will cut you to pieces." Countless times of running away and being lost made me lose the courage to live. This damn apocalypse came suddenly and mysteriously, torturing people into not being human beings, and ghosts not being like ghosts. Looking at the walking corpses, my heart had long been numb. In the second year after my mother left, and half a month after my brother left, I was corroded and died in the acid rain. When I opened my eyes again, I returned to the 21 days before the end of the world. This time I was determined to survive in this cruel end of the world with my mother and brother. Recalling the scenes of the apocalypse in my previous life, I only lived for 3 years. During this period, I experienced sandstorms, heavy snowfalls, extreme cold, floods, plagues, extreme heat, volcanic eruptions, and acid rain. My mother died at the end of the extreme cold to protect me from injury. My younger brother encountered a volcanic eruption during a drought when he was out searching for supplies and was swallowed alive by magma. I also died in the acid rain. Since God has given me a chance to live again, I must protect my family. The most important things in the last days are supplies and self-preservation. This time I will change my destiny against the will of heaven, never be soft-hearted again, and kill all those evil people who are full of kindness and morality but are ruthless. I will not let my mother die miserably for me.