My name is Liu Yiming. I was born on March 28, 1995. I was born into a complicated family.
Now I feel that my whole life is dark, and I am becoming more and more indifferent. I want to say a lot, but I can't find anyone to say it to, so I keep everything in my heart.
It's like, I have a lot of things hidden in my heart, and I have thousands of words to say, but no one is willing to listen to me.
I am lonely, but I am afraid that others will see it, so I smile for no reason every day and hide the truth in my smile.
So people around me will regard me as a weirdo, a monster, and an alien.
Only late at night will I feel sad for a while, so I often can't sleep.
I feel like I'm hypocritical, complicated, and always do weird things.
For example: "When taking the elevator, I will take the stairs. If there is only an elevator, then I will take the elevator alone. I like to ride a bicycle around late at night. There will be no one on the road, and I feel like I am the only one in the world."
At the same time, I hate being alone and I also like being alone.
When I'm unhappy, I like to stay alone in my room, thinking about the past, imagining things that I don't have, and listening to my favorite music.
When I am happy, I will walk around and observe human beings, so people on the street will look at me strangely, as if to say: "Is this person crazy?"
Therefore, I am a strange person, an alien, an alien from human beings.
It wasn't until I met a lot of light that my life was filled with sunshine
