I Have Realized It, Fan Jin.

(Zi Wangdao! Enlightenment! Take "Fan Jin Zhongju" alone to the late Ming Dynasty) "Look, this poor scholar is over 50 years old and still has accomplished nothing. He almost starved to death!" "Yes, what a useless thing!" "Look, this guy didn't get admitted as a scholar until he was over 50 years old. He still thought he was too old to learn Taoism, so I rewarded him!" "Yes, I think it's a reward too!" "Look, this guy just passed the examination and went crazy in the blink of an eye!" "Ouch, it's a pity that his wife and mother have been guarding him all their lives in vain!" Fan Jin sat slumped on the ground, clutching his chest as if covering a wound, and cursed loudly. "Why!" "You are living in a dream, why do you call me shameless?" "No food, no drink, no clothing, just hide in people's dreams and enjoy your leisure time!" "I want to eat, I have a mother and a wife. If I didn't have this honor, the whole family would have to finish it today!" "I didn't write those bullshit articles, read those bullshit scriptures, and bend my back to beg for money and food just to support you bunch of white-eyed wolves!" "I hate that father's chaotic upbringing. There is no backbone in a poor person. He has no food, no clothing, no one to support him, and his body is full of wounds that cannot be cured!" "I hate that I couldn't be a jackal, which blinded the kindness in my heart. I hate that I was a sheep in a daze, and bitten all my family members with my fangs!" A basin of cold water was poured on Fan Jin's face, and he woke up from his dream. He saw the chicken in his hand and Menzi who was yelling in front of him, and he fell into a panic. Alas! Did I win? Alas! I understand!