I try to kill myself every day.
It all started when I encountered a woman while livestreaming an exploration of an unmarked ancestral shrine.
One of my fans found a child around six or seven years old and said he was a spirit medium who could help me.
"Do you know how the ancients slaughtered sheep?" he asked, his eyes full of greed.
I was a little panicked, so I kept quiet.
He continued, "First, feed it well for a few days."
"Then, when it's enjoying its food the most, slaughter it."
"That way, the muscles in the sheep's body will tense up in an instant, and its heart will fill with blood."
"One bite, and the juices burst out. The meat is springy and tender."
