[Non-cool writing + no routines + brain-burning + wits + unlimited streaming]
When I was 23 years old, I met a goddess who gave me the ability to come back from desperate situations and invited me to participate in a game:
"You will embark on a path that is unacceptable to the world."
"You will destroy every hope."
"You will sow every bit of despair."
"You will redeem your enemies."
"You will kill your comrades with your own hands."
"You will rejoice every day that you are separated."
"You will grieve every dark night for your destiny."
"You will be cursed by the goddess."
"You will also gain the favor of the goddess."
"Your grave will be filled with flowers, but no one will remember you."
"Your fame will spread far and wide, but no one will know you."
"You can do it all,"
"But nothing can be done."
"You will be trapped in countless reincarnations,"
"Just sink,"
"Or be redeemed."
"You will bear everything in your heart and bear this pain alone."
This is a story about redemption, and it's also a story about me and Alice.