Thousands of Sequences: I Will Eventually Become the Protagonist

[Unlimited streaming + no CP + Cthulhu + Weird + Revenge + Not the Holy Mother] What do you do when something you believe in subverts your understanding, and when the person you trust most betrays you? What will you do when you discover that the world you are in is not the only world, and when you discover that you may be just an NPC in the eyes of others? The cement statue that will break your neck if you look away, the mysterious doctor who treats death as a cure. Among thousands of sequences, how can one stand out? If there is nothing in the world for me to believe in, I will transform myself into the purest faith in the world.