Zhang Ailing's life has been about searching and losing.
When she was young, she was looking for the love of her parents, but it turned out to be a vain hope.
When she was young, she fell into the dust for love, but was eventually betrayed.
In middle age, she left her hometown and met love, but God's will was unpredictable, and she ended up alone!
Zhang Ailing once said that hardship is long but life is short.
Yes, we are all just passers-by in the mortal world, like a speck of dust, coming and going silently in the world, but enduring all kinds of hardships in our own world.
Zhang Ailing, who has an insight into world affairs, has already understood all this.
She was a person who took care of flowers by the water during the Republic of China. Of course, she was also a sober person in the world.
The author, Yan'er, slowly writes from Zhang Ailing's life, narrates her brilliant talents in a prose style, and records her true experiences with the rigor of a biography.