I am Z.
It is said that 30 is a dividing line for women. Whether you live well or not depends on whether the thread is the color you are satisfied with. I guess I don't really like this color. Because it is a very confusing white, as white as the white walls of a new room. The emptiness makes people helpless and powerless. I am an ordinary migrant worker, living a day like clocking in every day. Life is as silent as stagnant water. I hope it is as choppy as the sea and as calm and indifferent as the river. There is only one thing in my life that makes me feel helpless and want to escape. I dream every day, and I can have several dreams, but there must be one dream that repeats, with the same people for decades, but different plots. Dreaming about an old person, an old person I haven't seen for fifteen years. He is my first love. When I first started falling in love, I was too young and ignorant, and I didn't know how to like someone. When you get along with someone, just know that if you are happy, you like them, and if you are unhappy, you don't like them. If you don't understand that you are young and ignorant, you will sometimes deceive yourself, and you don't know that it has left behind sequelae.
The author writes well 😊