Reincarnation: Lu Ming Yun Returns

[First person + abuse + no cp] He was a young man when he came, and he was covered in snow when he returned. In this world, no one stipulates that geniuses must become talents. No one's life is smooth sailing. Fantasies and dreams are beautiful, but reality is cruel. No matter how we change, we must eventually learn to accept it, right? Did you know? My eyes are the dirtiest, because... They have seen too many people's hearts for me. — Thousands of lamps have nowhere to go. The outcome of not fighting or robbing is death, but the ending of fighting and robbing remains the same. That being the case, why do I still care so much? Does it look good? It's a pity that not a single light was lit for me. Open your heart? Who am I going to let down my guard and open up to? I am in endless darkness, surrounded by people controlled by greed and desire! If I'm not careful, I will be... Irrecoverable. — The land of the other shore, the end of the body. Their end is the other side, but where is my end? I can't see... So what if the aura is stronger? If you don't rely on others to gain power, no one will really be willing to surrender to you. There is no absolute good or bad, right or wrong in the world, there are only human beings who are controlled by something or something. Desire... It sounds so wonderful, but it can make you lose your mind and become a target of public criticism.