I Am Financially Free and Still in College

My name is Zhao Jie, I am 18 years old and I am a freshman. Now I find that I am financially free and suddenly have no direction to strive for. There was something in my head after I was born, telling me every day that I would receive 100,000 in cash and 5 free points. You can choose to add some mental power or physical fitness yourself, or you can choose to add a designated person to add some loyalty, mental power or physical fitness. When I was a child, I told my parents that I had something in my head. After my parents took me around for tests but found no results, I was almost suspected of being a psychopath. Later, when I became sensible, I started to keep silent. When my parents got a younger sister, they paid little attention to me. It was as if I didn't exist in this family. Later, my grandma took me in because she felt sorry for me. I didn't leave my grandma's house until I was in college and came to school. When I went to school to withdraw money from my bank card, something in my mind said that I could transfer the cash accumulated in the system to my designated bank card. So I tried it and I became financially free. When I first entered college, I lost the direction of my struggle...