Things in the world are impermanent, so don't dwell too much on the past, and don't worry too much about the future. It would be nice to spend the rest of your life accompanying you in those years you missed.
Yuyu, I am a salted fish. I eat well, sleep well, and everything is fine. Going out? It sounds like a lot of trouble, so forget it.
I heard that the memory of fish only lasts seven seconds. My memory of fish only lasts for more than seven seconds. The problem is that fish's emotions only last seven seconds.
As the saying goes, emotions come and go quickly. No worries, happy every day. The biggest worry may be what to eat for three meals a day.